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Sometimes this life can be full of happiness or full of sadness. We can't   predict when we will feel both of them. But surely we will face both of them in our life. Some people can't understand this condition, when they are in the top of their success they will enjoy this moment and forget the people who help them to be like that. They aren't prepare "umbrella before the rain come", because we don't know what Allah's plan for us. This life can't run with all we want, we must face some test to be a good person. 

I always believe that Allah will give the best for us, it's depend on our act. When we are in the bottom, we must be calm and believe that there's always silver lining behind every cloud. Sometimes i can't understand why this life was so hard for me. I can't think clearly, but I'm trying to think positively in every condition even it's very hard. I can't receive this condition easily.

When I'm feel in the middle of this earth, i think why my life isn't happy enough between people around me. I think that their life more better than me. Sometimes I feel not fair, i just want to cry,angry, and go to a place where i am the only person in that place. I can sleep and dream about how beautiful is this life. But we are social people, we can't live alone. We need help from the other people.

We still have family and friends that will always give support when we are feeling blue. Yes, I'm really appreciate the person who want to support their friends to be more better. I can smiling when my friends make a joke to entertain me. We can hide our feeling from our family, but you can't hide it from your friend. My best friend really know my real smile and fake smile. So, be thankful of your life even how bad it is, it is so relieving that at its end your best friend always beside you to make you stay strong. Life just once, so enjoy your life and make your day full of happiness, don't make yourself feel disappointed after it. I may not be perfect, but i love everything about myself, family and my dearest friends, I truly appreciate everything i have :)